tears leak through the cracks in a closed heart of hearts, the closed heart that was buried and forgotten within my heart.
the heart of hearts that lives beneath layers and layers of self;
layers of self feeling less and less real each day.
watery pain and hurt that once felt hard, now feel soft; once disguised as cold and hard now revealed: a young weeping child within me yearning to be known and loved.
waters, break open the shell, that my heart be all i am;
not enclosed, not encased, but free, naked, moving, flowing, water.